by: Larry
Poss, WS LM-02
© 1998
Larry's
Web Page
I remember the biting cold as I stepped from my
car. I looked toward the National Vietnam Veterans Memorial, and walked
with the growing crowd. I saw people clustered from one end to the other
of the Memorial ... The Wall.
A mother called out, "Look
honey, here he is ... over here." Wives, sons, daughters, loved
ones, and veterans searching for that someone who had touched their
life's.
As I approached the black granite
Wall, I felt a lump in my throat as the stamina left my legs. I stopped a
few feet from the chiseled names and waited as a soldier completed his
time with his friend's name and their memories.
With the passing of time memories
fade, although some are as clear as my cousins' name this day, some are
too fragile to voice, though three decades have passed.
A kneeling soldier rose and
walked away looking neither left nor right. I moved toward Panel 03-E, and
there he was: Travis O Neal Poss, SGT, Panel 03-E, Line 61. 1st Cav
Division (AMBL). Forever age 23, was married, in country Vietnam a day shy of
three months, and Killed in Action on 11/15/1965.
There is another name I search
for, glimpsing at the panel number repeatedly though I know it by heart:
Panel Number 17-W, Line 40. Nearly four years later, and thousands of
names, I found: Gary Steven Poss. KIA at age 20, after only two and a half
months in country, on 10/05/1969.
A bridge of memories span the
many panels between their names. I had touched their names, and it was if
they in turned had touched me and Proved to soften my heart for the rest
of my life. A feeling that a link still existed between us, as warriors of
that war.
I sensed the calling of a Heavy
Heart from within The Wall ...
We, who were returned to this side of The Wall came
home with the Nation's Flag draped over us. Our Nation and Family put
us to rest with a Twenty-one Gun Salute. Our hearts went out to all of
you. We saw the hurt that you endured even as you stepped off
the plane. Your Welcome Home for us, was seeing the Nation's Flag burning. If
you felt a longing to return, that feeling was us standing by your
side...and even when you felt unworthy and confused about your
country.
We were there when our great
Nation turned it's back on you. We watched as they put a crown of hate
upon your head.
We were there and felt the scars
take their toll, as anti-war demonstrations flared. We saw the look in
your eyes, when you felt that serving your country was meanness and
somehow not honorable. We were there, when as your brothers and sisters
tried to talk to someone about how your life had changed...and when no
one cared or would listen.
We felt your anger at acts
of treason by Jane Fonda, and the hurt, and harm that cast upon you.
You kept a Roll on your
side...and we on ours. Every warrior who fell is known and named by us. Every
warrior killed in Vietnam, did not die in Vietnam. Names are still
called out to this day as new casualties are found...and of those thousands still dying from Agent Orange.
But, the hardest name to say
for us is when one of our own falls to drugs, alcohol
... or just drops out of life. But we are there...even then ... though
tears ... we are there.
Those of you who picked up
that crown can bear it with pride. We watched as you raised up from scars to
become our Police Officer's, Doctor's, Lawyer's, Teacher's, Civil Servants, Warriors, and Blue
Collar workers, and professions unknown in our time of life; and most important, parents of our generations future
children. Knowing we left our nation in your hands is a comfort to us.
We have never forgotten you, as you have not forgotten us. We will be
with you, until you are with us.
Larry
Poss,
US Army
Larry's
Web Page
POSS, GARY STEVEN
PFC - Army - Selective Service
4th Infantry Division
20 year old Married, Caucasian, Male
Born on 02/03/49
From ST LOUIS, MISSOURI
Tour of duty began on 07/31/69
Casualty was on 10/05/69
in BINH DINH, SOUTH VIETNAM
HOSTILE, GROUND CASUALTY
GUN, SMALL ARMS FIRE
Body was recovered
Religion - ROMAN CATHOLIC
Panel 17W - Line 40
POSS, TRAVIS O'NEAL
SGT - Army - Regular
1st Cav Division (AMBL)
23 year old Married, Caucasian, Male
Born on 02/26/42
From BROOK PARK, OHIO
Length of service 4 years.
Tour of duty began on 08/16/65
Casualty was on 11/15/65
in SOUTH VIETNAM
HOSTILE, GROUND CASUALTY
GUN, SMALL ARMS FIRE
Body was recovered
Religion - BAPTIST
Panel 03E - Line 61
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From: Kathleen [mailto:wolf11_94@yahoo.com]
Sent: Tuesday, March 21, 2006 10:12 AM
To: donp@war-stories.com; larry@larryposs.com
Subject: War-Stories:-Heavy-Heart
I wish to read your work entitled Heavy Heart at a ceremony Saturday. In Massachusetts the 29th of March is Vietnam Veterans Day. Nam Vets of the Cape and Islands will be having its observance on Saturday the 25th. I am their Chaplain. I am a 100% service connected Vietnam-Era Veteran. I was a Navy corpsman stationed with the Marines at Campen, Los Alamitos, El Toro and received airvacs at Great Lakes Illinois. I would be honored to read this moving work to my fellow veterans and their families with your permission. I would also like permission to print it in our newsletter noting you as the author and will send you a copy or copies. Please let me know as soon as possible.
Thanks regardless of your answer.
Welcome home soldier,
Kathleen SilverRyder, RN, Chaplain
Sent: Wednesday, March 22, 2006 6:12 AM
Subject: Re: War-Stories:-Heavy-Heart
The honor is all mine. Thanks so much and I promise to send at least five copies so that when you next visit The Wall you can leave our brothers one. You have a marvelous talent. Native Americans would call you the story teller. Without story tellers no one will understand the soul of what happens and what effect it has on the spirit. Anyone can talk or write but not all can make words come to life so that others can FEEL what is being said. You, my brother, have that gift and you need to keep your stories going. Please keep in touch with me and I will keep in touch with you, if you don't object. Thanks again, Kathleen
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